I’ve got nothing.

Content/tw: death mention, suicidal ideation, money

Carrie would have been 61 today.

I’m a wreck.

There’s a lot going on in my personal life, including being out of work, bills piling up (here’s my YouCaring if you can help https://www.youcaring.com/maralee-938599), and shit happening between me and my abuser. I was going to use today’s entry to be a list of self-care tips or something. But I’ve got nothing.

All I can think about is that I want to die so I won’t have financial stress and I will be away from my abuser and maybe I can be with Carrie.

She would say “take your broken heart and make it into art”.

I’m trying, Carrie. I’m trying.

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